Mar 4, 2004
Hey everyone! gosh i havent written in this in a long time! but everythings goin alright now i guess.. still waitin for this horrible rain storm (that seems to keep gettin worse) to end and my rainbow come out! but only one thing still hurts the worst :-(.. oh well it'll all work out again sometime! but hmm.. lemme see new things in life.. umm.. Valentines Day caused my best friend to get grounded for a while but yeah shes still not off grounding but soon! and i wont go into what happened on Valentines Day but yeah.. :-/ ... hmm and something good.. I got a car!!! :-D *big smiles* red gt sunfire! yep i love it! but newayz... and below in the entry.. it said 15 and 3 months.. but i meant 16 and 3 months yep lol.. but im gettin my license finally April 23! not too far off! well.. grades are goin ok.. alg 2 class.. made some new friends like Megan Belcher.. shes hilarious! second period.. all kinds of cool new ppl which is p.e. and hmm.. 3rd period Randy!! gotta love her! and Tyler Mcallister.. pretty cool kid too!
and 4th.. gotta love my fourth.. natasha!! shes like my big sister! but newayz..... just figured id give those lil ppl a lil shout on here lol but newayz.. my dreams so far have always seem to came true.. and some nite mares.. when i have re occuring ones :-/ kinda weird.. and lately ive been havin a reoccuring dream and gosh i hope it comes true :-D !! oh i almost forgot! today i came really close to getting in trouble with my skirt! oh well.. i didnt tho! yearbook is coming along good.. except me and Natasha have to get it all done by tomorrow and hmm.. scotty, i had to take him home today! gotta love him great friend! but newayz enuff for now!
Much Love,
Shana
Posted at 04:43 pm by DitZyBabyDoLL
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Jan 29, 2004
Hello everyone! my life is definately dull like it says! i have no where to go ne more.. nothing to do! darn me not bieng 15 and 3 months! i wish i had my license! But ANYWAYS back on to life.. this week has been diff. but yeah im sure it'll all get better! at least i hope my dreamin comes true! hehe but i gotta play out in the snow and ride fourwheelers down the road! haha and evan wrecked me and bradley off one so that sucks bcuz i hurt my leg! OUCH but yeah i almost fell and busted my butt a few days this week too! but its a plus no school and friday is a 2 hour delay! talk about LUCK! well it sucks about spring break being all gone tho.. and that p.e. will be ALL next week.. i hate p.e. those gay uniforms! err i wish we had cute ones altho im glad the guys dont! but yeah todays been good but also bad.. but im just glad that i gotta talk to someone and yeah.. just not much to type rite now but ill write later
Lovies,
Shana
Ill Always love you! altho i am here without you baby.. for rite now.. and i miss you more EVERY heartbeat!
Posted at 11:05 pm by DitZyBabyDoLL
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Jan 23, 2004
Change isnt always the greatest
Hey everyone! well.. todays been pretty difficult :-( and im sure some of ya know why.. and those that dont.. o well! but yeah at least all my friends have been there for me thru it all! but yeah all the stuff i did wrong! gosh do i feel really really bad about! and yeah :*-( but hey im feelin hope hope hope! haha thanks maleena! and hmm.. today we had like 2 test! and i missed yesterday so i was unaware! but i think i did very well on them! at least i hope! but yeah hmm.. first period was kinda ah u know.. just gettin used to the bad day.. second period was about the same but we got lockers for gym! yay.. not really! haha hmm.. lunch was really weird.. it just felt wrong and outta place... 3rd period.. that was fun i guess.. besides we had a practice sol in that one! 4th period thats definately great! me and natasha talked pretty much all period w/ the laughs and sad stories! then the pep rally! i sat w/ Challen.. shes one of the bestest! but yeah i guess im gonna keep remembering that everything will be ok in the end.. and if its not then its not the end! and thats pretty much what im think w/ rite now! and yeah...and that u cant ever give up on something that u really want.. and eventually ull get it.. maybe not so soon.. but one day! :-) but yeh i think thats all for today!
Much Love
Shana
Posted at 04:48 pm by DitZyBabyDoLL
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Jan 20, 2004
Wow.. today was the first day of a new semester.. and 2 of my classes rocked.. and the other two... well hopefully they'll be ok! but yeah newayz first period alg. 2.. hmm i have Alex Hicks and Amanda Hendricks in there.. but yeah i of course sit in the front of the room bcuz of dumb alphabetical order! :-( but yeah onto second period.. i have health and pe.. that class is ok i guess... i dunno at least we dont have assigned seats! but yeah 3rd.. haha thats gonna be fun. we did like 3 activities! and ive got like hmm. Lucas in there to keep me laughing like last semester! :-) and then hmm... Kelly, Jessica, Whitney, Austin, and Zach.. so that class is pretty cool! 4th period thats of course the same.. but new ppl.. hmm Chinahs in there! Heather.. and some more cool people! but yeah now me and Natasha are editors on the Clubs and Academics Section together.. so yeah thats fun! Altho i really miss Gina, Kady, and Adam ill live :-( lol but hmm.. since i havent written in while ill tell ya about my 5 day weekend! hmm.. well Wed. i went to Jacobs basketball game
:-) and hmm.. Thursday i just cleaned around the house gettin ready for Friday and maleena came over and we at some candy and got really hyper lol.. Well Friday me and Lena cooked dinner for Jacob and Alex.. haha it was ok i guess... but yeah then we kinda all split up and watched movies.. me and jacob rented umm.. a movie lol but yeah it was a great great movie!! haha but newayz.. Saturday was mine and Jacobs 4 month anniversary! YAY! I cant wait till the 5th one and more to come! haha I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!! ya'll know hes my dream come true! :-D *big smiles* but yeah..... that nite we went to the 3 Doors Down concert, which kicked!! and hmm.. Sunday and Monday were quite boring so yeah theres an update of my life! ooo and i cant forget my first fiddle/violin lesson tomorrow w/ Adam! well.. thats all for now!
Much Love
I LOVE YOU JACOB!!!! always and 4 ever!
Posted at 04:25 pm by DitZyBabyDoLL
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Jan 12, 2004
Well.. dont ya learn something new everyday!
Well.. today is definately one of those days that you learn something new! i mean the major thing today has to do w/ a certain "Tranny" haha i wont even go there but thats sooo priceless! in fact.. that was hilarious made everyone roll on the floor laughing! but yeah newayz.. since i havent written in a while yeah nothing news been goin on in my life except the first snow for me not being on crutches! yay haha.. and instead of sleigh riding we just rolled down the hill and stumbled around it was sooo funny! then.. i went shopping 3 times! lol i know im a shopping freak.. and after that me and maleena almost wrecked goin to her house and almost went over an embankment but LUCKILY mom swerved back over and saved us by landing in a yard! scary! but glad to know that i have much in common w/ Chinah and Monica now! so yeah we're not alone girlies! lol.. but yeah me and maleena pretty much argued w/ someone on saturday nite! ummm.. today well we didnt do nuttin too (haha i know im skippin around everywhere) but yeah Exams and SOL's are tomorrow and wed. sooo boring Zzzzzz lol but yeah i think im gonna go about now..
Much Love,
Shana
LoL and I LOVE MY TRANNY! (hahaha)
Posted at 04:14 pm by DitZyBabyDoLL
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Jan 4, 2004
Excitement sweet 16 is coming!
Hey Everyone! well today i didnt really do nething! besides go to church.. have two lil ones come over lol and then drove around a bit! oh yeah and i got 50$ from my great gparents, 25$ from my aunt and uncle! and 2500$ from my other grandparents! finally got that savings they've saved up for me for! i was shocked! haha.. but my other grandparents! which im they're absolute spoiled rotten lil baby girl hasnt given me my stuff yet lol! but i cant wait! sweet 16 is morrow! and school! so that means i better get my birthday kiss ;-) lol but yesterday since i didnt right was definately one of the greatest days ever! me and jacob went out to eat at fiji islands haha.. they serve cats! (not really) and then to see return of the king! which was absolutely a great movie.. and yeah haha it was great! but hmm.... friday maleena, heather, and jess came over.. and we wont even go to what happ. up there w/ jess lol but fun times.... and yeah but im really tired and need to get some sleep! of course i should write tomorrow since it'll be my birthday! *BIG SMILES* haha Much Love
Love you soo much Jacob (had to add that)
Posted at 10:21 pm by DitZyBabyDoLL
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Dec 30, 2003
Hello World of Friends lol.. well today started off with me gettin up around 11:30ish.. omg im starting to get up late like someone else im attached to lol.. like yesterday gettin up at 1! but yeah newayz.. i had my normal day of gettin ready and all that stuff and watching "how to deal" yeah.. but at 3 i got to go to jacobs house.. and we watched ummm A Walk to Remember.. lol i had to make him see that chick flick! of course! and then some tv shows.. :-/ i dunno.. and then American Wedding! ah ha.. and hes not very hard to beat in pool either! unless u scratch shooting the 8 ball! which sucked.. altho im still better :-) lol jk i guess but yeah.. last nite was kinda bad.. but ended out being completely great! i cant wait till friday.. cuz like jess, kady, and lena are comin over! and saturday.. another great day with the worlds greatest.. Jacob! ahh.. u have to know i just love him to death! words cant even describe it! but yeah newayz.. i think im gonna go for now, mite even watch lord of the rings lol!
Much Love
Posted at 09:15 pm by DitZyBabyDoLL
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Dec 26, 2003
Hello Friends! My life has been boring earlier on in the day! i got up about 11 and watched some of my new movies! fun stuff.. cleaned all the christmas disaster outta my floor.. well some of it, most of its still a mess! well then i talked to maleena and we decided id come over to her house tonite! :-) haha but yeah christmas presents i got a lot of new dvds! and a portable dvd player to go along w/ them! haha its awesome it plays MP3's and all that good jazz! haha well yeah! im over here at lena's now! gettin ready to go watch texas chainsaw massacre! ooooo *pulls covers over head* haha riite well.. freddy vs. jason wasnt bad! haha im sure alex and maleena know why lol.. sorry u guys! hmm.. yeah well tomorrow i dunno if ill write or not.. i got cleaning to do.. and we're most def. goin bowling like every saturday! oo i cant wait still for new years and sweet 16! well gonna go for now.. Much Love!
Posted at 11:05 pm by DitZyBabyDoLL
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Dec 23, 2003
Haha yeah today has been another one of those days! feelin all sneezy! thats pretty much all ive done! is sneezed like 1000 times!! well yeah and me and jessica d. were deciding how we felt and i decided i felt like jello.. not the green kinda the red lil jello designs! haha yeah we're crazy like that! and we also decided that something is "tighter than a christmas present by santa" haha lips sealed! i mean u just gotta love us! i cant believe its been like days since ive seen maleena and jacob! its killing me!!!! but yeah yesterday wasnt the greatest day.. had something really weird happen! and i totally give thanks to my girls maleena, nessa, and Jessica R.! i love you guys! and definately thanks to Josh my big bro!
bballplayer0034: you're my lil sis, and none of that stuff that person said is true
(i had to delete some of the first stuff)
But yeah.. today i stayed w/ my gma and played the sims for a while! got chellie to fix up me a song on my journal! haha and yes that ones special for a reason! jacob over summer kinda thing!! i cant wait until christmas! only a few more days! its so great! and new years!!! Thats definately something to look forward to!! :-) well im out for now.. Much Love!
Posted at 08:59 pm by DitZyBabyDoLL
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Dec 22, 2003
1st day of Christmas Break
Well.. being as today is the first actually day of no school for christmas break.. it hasnt been very good! im not feelin well at all.. i went shopping and didnt even feel like shopping! totally unlike me! but o well.. yeah so hmm since i havent written in a while.. ill go over my weekend!! friday.. i did nada i think..except help get ready for the lil christmas dinner on saturday! now saturday.. jacob came over around 2ish.. we watched the wrong turn and some tv and then alex and heather got there and we started watching freddy vs. jason! hmm.. then we went to my gmas and maleena FINALLY got there! lol jk girl! and we had dinner.. they met my crazy family and yeah opened presents! which i loved what u got me jacob! and maleena and heather!! and i loved watching the last 45 mins or so of that movies lol.. ;-) but yeah bowling was fun.. cuz on the first game i sucked and i was on jacobs team. and the second time i was on maleenas! and we kicked their butts! awesome comeback for us! lol.. but yeah hmm.. today i feel really sick and tired.. so i guess im just gonna go for a while! merry christmas! (coming in like a few days) and happy new year (cant wait for it to come in about a week :-) )
Posted at 10:13 pm by DitZyBabyDoLL
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